hmm. after i wrote that entry, alot of things happened to me.. we (abi, mey, me, cla) were doing class chapel preparation for next week.. we decided that what we wanted the theme to be was like. what our focus really should be. is it the o's? or is it really god? claire said if we have god, everything will fall in place. how true is that in my life? i cant seem to put god first in everything i do.. no matter how hard i try. we chose the bible passage on how jesus calmed the storm.. in the same way. jesus will calm THE storm in our lives. but what really spoke out to me in the passage was. "you of little faith". some how, that phrase just keeps repeating in my head after claire read it.. somehow. i find that my faith in god is slowly diminishing everyday. its really upsetting when you actually think about it. but you never seem to realise it when you are in the midst of doing it. understand where i'm coming from? someone said god put us thru trials and difficulties cos god wants to test us. he's got a big plan for us. but i dont see it. i guess all i can do is to trust. and obey and listen. its not gonna be easy. especially with what's happened.
oh goodness. today was most hilarious at the swim meet. haha. guess what! i came in 4th for 100m free. yay. so happy. haha. then for 200m.. OH MY GOODNESS. KEZIAH KHOO! haha. i dont believe what we did. haha. so so so so ultimately stoopid, even my toes are laughing. haha. actually, every one's toes at the swim meet were laughing at what we did. haha. (X haha. IT WAS SO CRAZY LA! haha. when the horn blew, we paused for like 3 secs before plunging. haha. everyone else had started swimming already. haha. then we still standing on the blocks. haha. goodness. then we swam so so so snaily. haha. wahh. keziah swam so super slow that i cant even swim as slow as her. haha. so impossible. HAHA. then we came in last together. haha. actually i came in before her la.. but whats the diff. haha. we couldnt care.. everyone else were like swimmers cept for the 2 of us.. haha. even if we swim hard we still get last anyway, haha. so dont care la. (: well. it really was the last chance for us to do something stupid. hah. like how jasmine ran with an umbrella last yr during track. HAHA. thats was so.. omg. got no words to describe liao.. haha
then my church community night at highgate. haha. oh my gosh. the places we're going for camp. (: so happy.. evangel rawks!! wahh. some very pretty and high class golf resort in johor (cant rmb the name) with a really beeg pool. and all the suites are like. HUGE. GINORMOUS. wahhh. so cool. haha. anyone interested? only 120 for 4 days 3 nights.. cheap cheap cheap! haha. its under subsidy by church thats why. (X and mission trip's in nov.. to cambodia again. ahah. its after o's.. so i can go.. wheee. haha. then.. youth camp.. haha. in m'sia also.. to mawai.. some eco camp thingy. sound kinda.. interesting. haha. bet got lotsa mozzies.. ):
yeah. so thats about it. its a long day tmr.. inkwell.. gahhs. got to go for band prac at night too.. ): so i'd better sleep soon.. yupp.. taa then..
a shout of praise.
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